[23 Jan 2007|08:43pm] uum hi livejournal. i've been gone a while. i'm pretty bored that's all this is. unfortunately mine and chris' apartment doesn't have a washer and dryer so we're at his grandma's washing clothes and unlike our broke asses, she has the internet. i'm sloooowly learning that not having friends anymore and not having a life outside of my apartment is taking a toll. there is major sarcasm on the "sloooowly" i referred to earlier. i miss sooooooooo many people. i'm in this big uncontainable blank space. i wish everything could change without anything changing if that makes any sense to anyone but me. i'm a fucking stepford wife, only worse. but i love too much. if it weren't for the good times and things i can't even explain i'm not sure i would be where i am. i don't know what i'm saying. nothing is going the way i thought my life would. to those of you even still bothering with lj, and know who what all i'm rambling about; i do still love him. i highly suggest to anyone that's unhappy to get a puppy, name her rice and let her believe she is a baby. she is my only joy most of the time. but things have to start drastically changing. most of all i miss my friend. well three of them to be exact. eh whatever. 2 bones sinking like stones

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